urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:justxaxlittle Lyssa Lyssa 2008-08-13T16:20:10Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:justxaxlittle:48398 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2008-08-13T16:20:10Z I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel. Usually there's some kind of "default" way of looking at a certain situation, but I'm drawing a complete blank on this one. I feel like I'm taking one of those highschool finals and all I have to do is write an essay based on the provided text. All the answers are there, I just cant seem to put it all together. I start forming sentences then give up because I change my mind the fifth word in. Its tough. Choices A B C and D all make sense but none seem quite right. I just wish there was another option. I'm going to end up leaving everything blank. Fortunately life does not require immediate answers. I wont fail if i don't circle one of the choices listed below.. <br />I'm just neurotic, worrying about the future is not something I want to be doing, and so, I won't. Some of the friendships I have are just so important to me that I cant help but worry. My closest friends, I truly do love them, and losing them would be like losing the air I breathe. (cliche, stfu)<br />They're all going back to college in a few weeks and I'm probably going to be miserable in the beginning, but between doing my own college shit, and visiting them as often as possible, it'll be fine. I need to stop thinking about it. When you know something is real, you never need to worry about it. <br />It's all real, and I'm not worrying.